I will be returning to PA to meet some more people and look around the area with a Realtor and my local representative of the Jewish Community. It is starting to get serious. I have been forwarded the relocation policy and temporary living brochure. I am really going through mixed emotions now. I am obviously excited with this opportunity but sad that I have to leave Michigan. I am a sentimental person and I am going to miss my house. It wasn't a big house, or a perfect house but I was our home. So many memories both great and few not so great. I wonder if I will be able to love a house as much as I love this one? I guess you adjust... I guess you look for features that the old one lacked... I guess you upgrade to make yourself feel like it was worth the move.
I have also have found myself in observation mode alot recently. I mean if we go everything keeps moving forward here. Yes, there are a few people that are upset, but mostly everyone goes on with their daily routine if we are here or not... weird... It has been interesting too, the people who seem most effected are not the ones I would have expected. My close friends and family understand but it is nice when people express their true feelings that we will be missed. I wonder if we will be able to make deep and lasting relationships in PA? I hope my daughter can find those few best friends!! I hope this is the right move? My gut tells me yes and it is usually right. I will just follow my instincts and see if this comes together or not. With my track record, offers evaporate in an instance.
REALIZATION
This is really starting to get real and for the first time I will need to step out of my personal comfort zone and test the family on our agility. Realization 2 - I think everything will work out and I am being too sappy... but I love my little old house with the green shutters.
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