Day 61 - MONDAY BLUES

I am starting to see that Monday's are not the best day for me. Here is the third Monday that I am having a hard time getting moving. I have the best intentions about my productivity but sleep seems to win out. It is just so hard to spring up and tackle another week. This tends to only stick around on Monday's if my pattern stays true.

I have been a girl that has followed my gut instincts and therefore decisions have been relatively simple for me. I usually make them and then move on... figuring that if it was not totally the right conclusion, I can nip and tweak a bit later.

I am finding that Michigan opportunities seem to be drying up a bit. I start out really optimistic and the interviews go well but the offers never go the distance. It is almost like fate is telling me to move. Now all hope is not gone but my pretty little package of offers coming in and me choosing is turning out to be a fantasy.. thus the reason why motivation is low on Monday. Plus I feel like on ass thinking this is all going to work out according to my plan. See I am kind of a control freak and I don't like when I can't determine the outcome. As I am writing this blog... I think I am sounding a little cuckoo... But this is what this blog is for correct? I am exploring my feelings and this journey.

CANDYLAND
I really liked the candy company and apparently they did too. However,the location did not seem like it would work for my family. I wish I could relocate this opportunity to Michigan because the people that I could potentially work with are fantastic. So goes it .. sucky prospects here and sucky locations there.

REALIZATION
Even though I am so lucky to have any activity what so ever, this process is tough on me. My core is being challenged as I have to really weigh the pros and cons and make tough decisions. The timing is not working out as I hope so I need to rely on blind faith that I am doing the right thing. Realization Two - This blog is therapeutic so I need to be honest about the good days and bad.