Day 2, 3 & 4

I am kind of enjoying no work responsibilities. I actual forget that I am unemployed for hours at a time - I think I am making progress. I received confirmation that I was eligible for unemployment, which was a relief. I was not nervous that I would not qualify but that I did the process wrong. It is amazing, I have rolled out global programs and done some incredible things in my career and was challenged on how to enroll for unemployment compensation.

So I took my daughter to a one of those places where your kids crawl around in tubes 20 feet off the ground with other dirty children. At first I panicked because there is no way of knowing if they are safe unless you climb in the structure. Yep, I did that once, never again - I realized at that moment I was claustrophobic and potentially stuck -- but yes - I digress. Anyway, I found myself talking to other parents and avoided at all cost any discussion about my employment situation. I can't say it to other strangers - I can't say I am "unemployed." I tried to be Ms. Happy by stating I think the situation in Michigan was turning and there was hope. Unfortunately, I was speaking with a cynical dad who began a history lesson on the economy from the great depression. He did not see it like I did. Let's just say his glass was half empty.

Realization 2 - Don't talk economy or politics with grumpy daddies. And I need to say it - like an alcoholic. Hi my name is ____ and I am unemployed. The first step to recovery is acceptance.

Day 1 - Unemployed

Background -

I have worked at a large company for the last nine years and had managed to escape being on the "laid off" list for about 16 years of my career. To make things even more ironic, I was in charge of leading the talent acquisition function for my company and dealt with people looking for jobs on a daily basis. It is a much different experience when you are the hiring party and not the seeker.

Now I find myself on the other side and today is my first official day of unemployment. I created this blog to share my experiences as I go through this journey.

Day 1 - It is amazing how quickly my self worth has plummeted from conquering the world to the need to curl up into fetal position in a corner. Ego is a very fragile animal... but there is not time to whine because I had to start the unemployment process. I know this is a benefit for people in my situation... but I felt so "one step above food stamps" as I maneuvered through multiple screens reconfirming my honesty on each page. I am so embarrassed as I work this website to claim my $326 check. I thought everything was on line which made this experience somewhat anonomys but wait - I still have to go into the Michigan Works Office and register in person. I have gone from Nieman Marcus to Walmart... aaahhh...

Realization #1 - I am a snob and need an attitude adjustment.... and unemployment makes me cranky.